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2003-09-19 - 1:54 p.m. � welcome to my depression I probably should have slept this morning since I didn't sleep much yesterday and started nodding off as I continued to tweak my roommate's computer... the usual stuff, scan disk, defrag, setting up routine maintenance with the task scheduler, removing the carrot... we might define depression, given the title of this entry... of course you might have thought, if you only looked at the file name, that this was something else entirely, but we won't get into whatever warped spaces into which your twisted mind might have fallen, which was, but not really, and wouldn't be now anyway, so whatever... definitions are relative... I've got mine, you've got yours, all gump's people gots something, and if we're lucky we will catch some before the last reel... meanwhile, my depression is probably somewhat different than any you might have encountered on your long and arduous journey through what we rather loosely call life, this, that, or otherwise... why we think other may be wise is another story, so we'll discuss it later if we have time... chances are we'll run out of time, so unless you are currently under water or hiding in a closet with a mad killer in the house, don't hold your breath... this is the way it is, the way it goes, the way it comes and provides mental orgasms... I call it depression, you might call it mental illness, but then, what's in a name, really... it could be that all this is a clever distraction from the deeper damp dark dankness that you might more unfomcortably recognize as depression, but then, you find your depression your way and I'll do the mombo, ok?... the UPS truck just pulled up... the man in brown shorts is walking up the steps... with 12 apartments to choose from, I have a 1 in 13 chance of hearing a knock at the door at any moment... why 13, you might ask... well, as clever as UPS men might be, he might have the wrong stairs... unrelately, an SNL episode with Janeane Garofalo is on... she doesn't come over anymore... I think she forgot my address... probably that 13th chance... she's still welcome to crash on the couch though... or in the bed, loser chooses... unless Meg Ryan is over, or Mila Kunis, or Nicole DeBoer, Sandra Bullock, Anna Paquin, or anyone else who wants me more... it's not a competition, just wait your turn... most of life is fantasy anyway, didn't you know?... thousands of likely suspects were left out of the last paragraph, so please do not find offense unless offense turns you one... off fence, on fence, a fence, all garp's peoples got fence... I've heard there's no defense for me though, so please be gentle when you come... and nothing else matters... well, not too much, anyway... before you start thinking you have no idea what is going on or coming off, or wonder if there is any meaning in your life, or have serious doubts about your self worth, just remember, if you were here this may have never been written...
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