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2004-08-22 - 12:31 p.m. layers of fact and fantasy and another night without power and still I ramble on for no matter what obstacle might come to the fore in this world, I continue to bleed words as I live and breath... and I walk on through the wind and so on, even as memories cut through me as if I was butter to their hot knife or skin to their razor's edge... and I will wish you a Happy Birthday with all of my heart and if that is not wise then I'm still not that smart... but that's another story... life flows in layers of fact and fantasy and sometimes it may be best to allow them to merge or at least not attempt to distinguish one from the other so precisely as to be certain beyond down which is which... and as many peoples have discovered through natural and artificial drugs and meditations and spiritual experiences throughout the ages, the mind is a profound partner in this experience we call life... may we always find time to give it the rest it needs to breath and space it needs to roam... so I did just that... I barely moved from the big green chair the day before yesterday, even as the building crews came to remove their drying equiptment and I recall vaguely asking them if the process was done and they said yes and I asked them if it was done because the power went out of because the machines ran for the right amount of time and they seemed to understand the question well enough to not answer, but only smile and refer me to their boss... buck passing is the greatest American pasttime of all... even as the building appraiser and inspectors marched through the apartment without knocking and perhaps without even waking me (was I decent when they came through, only they would know)... anyway, I slept... oh did I sleep... and then I slept some more... I think I woke and showered somewhere along the way, for I moved into the bed... and I remember asking Precious if she ate and she did, she made some macaroni and cheese (lucky for her I've always kept a store of that in the house for it's filled her up many times since she's moved in) and then she had a date for the day and evening with her friend (who's mom was picking her up and taking them to the movies and feeding her dinner) so I felt ok with giving in to sleep some more... I don't really know just how long I slept, but I slept deep and well, peaceful and sensual... in between sleeping I read the rest of the third Harry Potter book and started the fourth in the series... it was pure peace and fantasy for me for at least 24 hours as I read myself to sleep and woke reading myself into fantasy and repeated the cycle a few times... there are few solitary activities I can give my mind that compare with sleep-reading... now if I will only get back to a consistently sleep pattern and dangit, get back to daily workouts at the gym... a-hem...
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