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2008-11-25 - 7:23 a.m. philaughsophy remember when i used to browse around linking this and that and the other thing and whatever and suddenly i'd stumble into a face or literary personal that would melt my libido and/or heart and have me gushing praises and sordid fantasies of friendship and amazing times shared with some stranger who most likely will never know?... who's giggling?... well, it's such a roller coaster, this life experience, this living in the moment, this anything can happen if you let it, if you want it to, if you make it happen... and suddenly, sort of, i have another ethereal dream lover... a fantasy person who i imagine understands and relates and actualizes as i do, or close, or is striving towards it (like me) and even in a semi-drunken stupor of mundane repetitions in daily life, the excitement bursts forth (notice the last few entries here, there, and elsewhere?) to remind me how much fun it is to be alive... and that's just going on on the inside... sometimes i think i write the way i do just to see how well read and erudite and brilliant you are, dear readers... kind of like a quiz (and i may be getting the quiz bug again, if i find the time, so watch out world, i'm libel to give answers any day now)... the more obscure references and asides you can follow and/or identify (and enjoy, don't forget enjoy ya sillyhead), the more fun your mind might be... or... the more potential you have for relating to my brain... or... the more your meds need to be adjusted... or... the more brilliant your genius is... or... the more eclectic your experience... or... the more versitle your memory... or... the more we could pleasure each other on long bus trips... or... the more we could take over the world!... and then there is she... yes, another she... something calls me back to her, but that's another time... and story... actually, many... and this entry is hinting at something but just doesn't seem to be getting to whatever that something might be, aye?... maybe it's the clams casino pizza i had the pizza place down the street special order just for me... well, ok, i exaggerate... we were joking about how many different toppings they have and one guy said if you can think of it... and i raised an eye brow and he hedged and said, ok, maybe not clams and i raised the other eyebrow and said clams on a pizza?... who would order that? and the other guy said we have clams and i said yeah, but on pizza and he said it was a specialty pizza, clams casino and i said hmmm, sounds interesting and he said, yeah, but i took it off the menu because nobody bought it and i said i'll take one if you can make it and so he did... interesting, delicious, but a bit dry (no sauce)... i think it's tuesday... and then it happened... she took me by surprise and i knew that she felt it too... by the look in her eyes... and then it happened... oh, yeah, getting loopy (getting?)... punishing humor, no doubt... but then, what has humor ever done to me?... only everything... without humor, life would have ended a lot time ago, for me at least... and the last thing i want to happen is for life to end... get it?... the last thing i want to happen?... oh you just had to be there i suppose... or be easier... or change your perspective, alter your state of mind, and adjust your fine tuning... no philosopher has come close until today... what zooks, gads, and the horse they road in on fail to understand is that from out of the blue ethers of the internet, a magical pulse beats in rhythm with mine (even if she doesn't know it yet)... she appears to understand philaughsophy... i know, you are thoroughly amazed, as i am, but in fact, she will forever be engrained (or is that ingrained) in my brain for coining the word for me cuz all through this life i've wondered if anyone every really understood or actualized a philaughsophy... so i will love her (and i told her so... i said, i will love you, if you don't mind... .actually, i love you even if you do mind, i just won't tell you as often :) which is my philaughsophy of love cuz nothing can stop it, we can ignore it or not mention it or try to pretend it isn't there, but love is everywhere in everything and ultimately, is at the heart of philaughsophy, the faith in love allows the laughter, the silliness, the oddities of perspective, the sheer pleasure of enjoying life and hoping for the best and wishing all well and being part of the joy of the moment, the faith in the gooness (and goodness too) and kindness and wonder and excitement of the moment allows it to permeate everything... bless her adorable little giggle... hey, if you don't understand the concept (and attraction) of making love to laughter and you just want to jump her bones cuz she's a sweet sexy thang, well, you miss out on the beauty behind her beauty and probably don't stop to smell the roses much either... get your rocks off anywhere, it's all the same to you, the book is the cover, the depths scare you away... or maybe you're just that shallow, as opposed to afraid, and settle for a slower mental experience in this life... i can only imagine what you are doing here (or what you see in all these words) if that's so... more likely, you are depressed and/or bored and just passing the time wishing you were as silly and happy as us... no worries, you can be and will be the moment you realize it is a choice and the choice is yours... yes, definitely tuesday... so this entry shall be a tribute to the beauty down under (stop that, there may be kids watching) when it's finally posted... and if she never knows or cares, oh well, one more would-be friend lost in the ethers of a world gone mad with paranoia, apathy, ambivalence, and fear... or something like that... oooo, look at all the emotions in there... how complex, aye?... i am having way too much fun all by myself in my imagination, there really ought to be a way to share more of the party in my head, the world needs it, really, it tells me so every day... but we can not give what will not be taken, so i'll just continue to put it out here and leave it for whomever might come along and want it... and don't forget about sincerity of the last entry, or the fun of the previous ones, cuz each entry is a vital puzzle piece that forms the big picture that is me, after all, and you never know just when or where i'll be hiding an essential bit of the puzzle, so if you really want to know, you know where to go... here, there, and everywhere, of course... make your own kind of music, sing your own special song, and dance your dance to the beat of your own personal drummer... and if you mean no harm, life will be beautiful most of the time and we'll all be better off... keep the love and laughter alive :)
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