well that was interesting... at least it was an interesting way to pass and indulge my narcissism for hours and hours... I refer to the 202 Things idea and actual entry I spent the better part of yesterday creating... I am beyond the "do you think you might need some sleep" zone and way into the land of "huh? which is just outside of the land of nod where dummies like us (speaking for myself and those who are also or even those who wish to understand) somehow forget that sleep is necessary for clarity of consciousness (oh really?) and prolonged lack of sleep, while it may appear to produce all sorts of fascinating perspectives, is just another form of suicide that ranks right up there with drugs and alcohol and all the other social poisons we humans consume for any number of a variety of reasons that we try to believe are ok and good, even...

I have been sort of semi-napping here in the big green chair, with the laptop on the pillow on my lap and the TV on for company and distraction (and secretly it is also very effective to lul me into sleep so don't tell me or I might turn it off) and some of the background noises have been enjoyed (including movies: Fifth Element, Sleepless In Seattle, You've Got Mail, True Lies, Ghost Ship and others and comedians: Robin Williams, George Carlin, Ellen Degeneres, Paula Poundstone, Sandra Bernhart, Louis Anderson, Paul Rodriguez, Rodney Dangerfield, and others and all sorts of music) this weekend and now the NFL playoffs are playing and I expect New England and Philadelphia to win, unless Carolina can take Donovan McNabb out of the game (very possible if Carolina's defense is psyched) or Payton Manning can find a way to have a third perfect game in a row (I don't think so, not against NE's defense)...

anyway, the state of affairs in my brain at the moment is more that of observer and reporter for the body is about dead and too sleepy to participate in much of anything... in fact, it is taking off from work tonight and maybe tomorrow night too just for the heck of enjoying the lazy stupor (shhhh, secretly I am hoping I tire of the over-indulgent weekend this has been {did I mention the sugar peanuts, cashews brittle, cheese chips, pizza, ice cream, and Steak N Shake binge?... it continues} and remember that I was really enjoying going to the gym every other day and that laundry is in dire need of doing and the kitchen needs cleaning and so on and so forth and it would be nice to consider some sort of social life outside of my head, at least)... you weren't expecting an insightful revealing entry every time, were you?...

I hope very much that you are enjoying your weekend as much as I am and, in fact, even more...

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