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2006-08-16 - 5:48 a.m. MaD
like freedom's fields where wild horses run when stars collide like you and I no shadows block the sun moments after writing the above (actually, Elton John wrote the rhyme, but then, Bernie Taupin actually wrote the words... credit is such a distracting thing, ya know?... but thanks much boys for words that have carved their way into my permanent history), I was distracted by sugar rushing through my brain and body (cuz I stopped by Kispy Kreme for donuts on my way home from work because I had to stop off at my doctor's office to give blood for my annual physical which is next week and the Krispy Kreme is right next door {how convenient, aya?} and I consumed a couple after eating my morning pizza, which, as you know, is dinner for me because I work nights, though that might be changing as work called and left a message while I was asleep telling me that they want to make an offer on a day shift position they asked me to interview for this week)... apparently I am still slightly distracted... that could be because I ate two more Krispy Kremes after a fish-cheese sandwich (it's a seafood spread stuff) and Meg and Dia are filling my head through the headphones that are on my ears... yes, I said Meg and Dia again... not that I'm obsessed or anything... it's just the fiftieth time I am listening to the CD today, but then, I only stopped everything I was doing (including writing) two or three or four or five times... I want to make wild passionate love to them until breathing becomes so labored all we can do is lay with each other as close as possible until oxygen returns to our brains, but obsessed?... no, not me... it must be love, though, cuz I just bought a Meg and Dia T-Shirt... wait, before you run away thinking this is going to be just another Meg and Dia fan club entry, I'll get seriously serious (as opposed to questionably serious and heavily irreverent)... but first, I will have to mention Meg and Dia a few more times... bear with me though, for this entry contains secrets never told before anywhere else (unless I forgot I don't them before somewhere else), except maybe somewhere in the depths of writings that never made it on to the web... or candora, maybe... ok, seriously serious... thank you to those of you who know who I was referring to in the previous entry... yes, Meg and Dia represented and reawakened it, but the specific she (and her for that matter) referred to there and in so many previous entries here and in my imaginary love songs in candora and so many other writings is first and best represented by someone named amy who was real flesh in my life and in my arms, and even she is now just a representation of the she, her, and the one I write of (and seek)... she is my writer's muse... she is my ideal... she is, even after I might find her in the flesh, the hope we strive for, the beauty we aspire to, the faith we keep closest to our hearts, the strength we muster when needed most, the creativity we share in every moment we love... now you know... not to say that Meg and Dia couldn't be her, for relatively anyone can (potential is infinite and anything is possible, remember?), but I humbly apologize if you ran out to call them and tell them, especially if they misunderstood and rushed out to get plane tickets to Orlando... they are, of course, still welcome to crash here for a few days (or longer if they want to clean up and share my room cuz I wouldn't want to impose on my roommates for more than a few days), but I have not gone completely off the deep end for them or any real flesh and blood person in particular just yet... oh you guys, you take me so seriously sometimes... and I love you for it... seriously, no reason to fret over my sanity or stability... while true, if I could afford it easily, I would most likely fly or drive around the country following Meg and Dia for a few shows, maybe a few weeks (eternity is such a long time to plan for, after all), I am still well within the walls of my safe room (yes, feel free to coin that phrase as the latest way of saying I'm OK if you like... still within the walls of my safe room �2006, Candor Communications) and as you can see, ready and able to focus and babble on about anything and everything and I am not totally fixated on Meg and Dia and only Meg and Dia so help me Mergatroid...
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