gosh, look at all the happy pills J

Penis-lover - 2005-10-09 23:30:24
Nope,it�s not the exuberance. Intimidated just means a better version,a plus on thrilled.Beyond thrilled. So that�s a good thing. The exuberance,the mass,is not a problem. That is like the reason,I guess. The reason why you�re attractive.
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Penis-lover - 2005-10-09 23:38:46
Yeah,no,but what was the question beyond that? I can�t fixate it. You think you are what? I thought you were just hurt because of past relationships,you know. That�s why stuff is taking time? What is your question? I can�t get enough of you,you know. My glass is half empty,so I want to fill it up by looking at you. Maybe we are different. Damn,I didn�t get your question.If there was one.And I�m so curious! I really like you,I like the game we play,I think you�re awesome. From what you look like.
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fightn4life - 2005-10-10 01:08:53
I read all your entries with great interest. Some of your ramblings are mine left spinning in my mind. I will confess I do not follow all your links unless one sparks an interest. You are an awesome writer even if I fail to leave a footprint in your diary. {{{{HUGS}}} Sandyz
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luva - 2005-10-10 02:55:16
hiya, candoor. this is my first time commenting here. honestly, i think i haven't done so before because your entries cover a lot of ground, and maybe it makes me think that any questions you have are either rhetorical, or are questions you answer within the course of the entry. so, i guess it was just time i said hello. hello!
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nicim - 2005-10-10 08:40:21
As usual - HUGZ - and thanks for the email. I'm lucky to have you too!! XXOO N
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Sippy - 2005-10-10 18:23:58
You're exhuberance doesn't frighten me. I'm not one to be frightened by much. I like your posts they remind me of a scrawl on a sheet of canvass, wide swoops and meandering lines drawn together in a tangle. Its not the parts but the sum that make the picture. That type of thing. Anyway I think you are a passionate person. There is nothing wrong with that.
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candoor - 2005-10-11 19:17:16
I'll respond to all six of your comments right here... I know that if I responded individually it would make the number of comments higher, but then, that might be cheating here... it wouldn't be cheating at LJ though, since the comment system there is more geared for conversation, but we are here so here's my responses to you (and thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you for the comments :)

PL: attractive to crazies who love babbling words, but the volume of thought and feeling in the physical world is a completely different experience than in words... while I enjoy your teasing of my curiosity by remaining oddly anonymous, I hope you become more real to me someday :)

what was the question? (maybe that was the question... or that may be all we need to know)... I don't know what I am, I don't know where I belong, and I think the biggest reason stuff takes time is because time passes... maybe it's as simple as this: I am alone more than I want to be but I can not be not alone without external assistance and I have yet to find the right someone who wants to be unalone with all of me which means some part of me has always been alone and I dream of sharing everything including complete unaloneness... what does my question look like?...

Sandyz: bless you and pardon my occasional insecurity that leads to exposure of the underside of the pathos of mostly constant loneliness that begs for a response to go with the numbers I find in the stats... your words are so beautiful sometimes I feel wonderful reading... thank you for being a real person :)

luva: omigosh, you... I see you lots of places and for years have looked at you as a DLand celebrity evered in the lofty circles where only the best are acknowledged... unfortunately, your allure is justified by your wisdom as you've got me pegged, I talk to myself too well and leave little room for anyone else... the confession I ought to make here is that is because I fear nobody would answer me if I didn't answer myself, but I won't cuz I want to keep up the image, whatever image it may be... I've been luving your beans a long long time so very welcome and hello! :)

nicim: I sense we should talk for several reasons (and not all mine for a change)... stay strong and true to yourself and you know how to find me (do :)

Sippy: yay!... wow, you see that in my babbling? (I thought I sense a unique perspective in your eyes and it's wonderful to find it confirmed a but more... so I'll just keep falling in love with you until it fizzles out or until you tell me to stop because it's really a lot of fun and (most sincerely) I think you deserve the love :)
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moo - 2005-10-12 04:28:18
I missed this entry I LOVE YOU *HUGS* xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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candoor - 2005-10-12 20:00:58
you missed nothing, you are here now :)

and your love is always right on time :)
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